wow this site has changed quite a bit and frankly confuses me quite a bit. i miss being able to put up the song i was listening to without finding so utterly confusing (wait nevermind figured it out).  after reading Nick's most recent entry about how long he's been on here, i realized i never shut this page down and haven't updated in forever.  His entry also made me jump to a reminiscent state and start rereading all my old entries and i have to say i was quite a vain and shallow fellow. so nothing much has changed there.  but this site has helped me realize all the good times i had with old friends in and after high school, although i love the friends i have now. we definitely had some good times back then.  And so i would like to apologize to those of you whom i lost contact with, brandon, nick, paula, julio, joey, and sorry if i forgot anyone else. and Nick you live like 2 minutes from me we should get together this summer just to kick the ball around, its been forever since we did that (assuming you are at home at all).  And donahue if you're on here, sorry if i don't say hey to you when i see you at the gym, my head is just elsewhere when i'm there.  I still enjoy reading all your entries although i'm too lazy to comment most of the time or get self-conscious for some odd reason. Alright well thats all for now, i'll see if i can maybe keep to updating this.
peace.

So i guess summer is comin up, and i don't really have too many plans except getting my shit in order and hopefully finding a job and hanging out with people from hs whom i haven't seen in a while.  things have sucked lately but i guess thats whats JD's for...
Yo, sometimes you have to just be a man and apologize to your woman, ya star

The amount of ting whe you put her through
Rock this!

When a girl cry cause of you
Not one ting you can say or do
Make any man go change his mind
No matter what you wanna do
First you find it hard to speak (true)
Girl straight out make a brother weak
Killing me softly every time
And all that I can be

[Chorus:]
On the street just ballin’
Girls have been callin’
Drop top fallin’
Brothers keep rollin’
Livin’ nothing but a street life (street life)
[Repeat]

For all the troubles I brought ya
For all the time that you cried
Baby for that I apologize (apologize)
For all the time that I've hurt ya
For bringing tears to your eye
Baby for that I apologize (apologize)
Well I can see it in your eyes
No telling you no lies
Girl I did you wrong
You'll never find another guy
So this is what we got to do
Make a family ‘cause it's true
Girl you are a part of me
My heart belongs to you
Cause I can see it in your eyes
No telling you no lies
Girl I did you wrong
You'll never find another guy
This is what we got to do
Make a family ‘cause it's true
Girl you are a part of me
My heart belongs to you now

[Chorus:]
On the street just ballin’
Girls have been callin’
Drop top fallin’
Brothers keep rollin’
Livin’ nothing but a street life (street life)
[Repeat]

Do you understand the feeling when I'm feeling
When I tell you how I'm feeling
When I'm feeling that way
Can't get over how you make everything better girl
When you are around me you bring joy to my day
Don't know what I will do without you in my life
I don't give a damn about what people wanna say
All I'm saying that (what)
This is where I'm at (at)
And I'd do anything to make you stay

[Chorus:]
On the street just ballin’
Girls have been callin’
Drop top fallin’
Brothers keep rollin’
Livin’ nothing but a street life (street life)

nothing new as always. unsure of everything as always. just as everythign seems to be going fine it takes a twist or i just manage to fuck it up. shit i'm surprised my gf has even put up with me for this long. yup